Do or die

I don't know what everyone wants from me, Phone calls every hour of the day I don't wanna try and pretend to fly, I'm stuck here not going away, Sad and undetermined, not strong and filled with purpose, I'm tryna be, a different me, but it's harder than it seems I couldn't be the one, to change myself, I needed help I couldn't bear to see the pain that we had a tying, us to the ground I thought I'm not strong enough, I guess that I guessed wrong I knew I would always crash down and fall, my backs up against the wall I try to run away, but not today, I'm in the way, don't try I said that I would never make it, I said i'd always be do or die Oh, it's too dramatic you say Cause all you do is try to downplay, all you do is chase your friends away I'm making strides, the waves I've made a break in the tides, Elbows in my side, they tryna kick me down I'll break tonight You need to push me down to bring yourself up higher than where you stand You try to kick me off my tiny ledge, I'll never understand I thought I'm not strong enough, I guess that I guessed wrong I knew I would always crash down and fall, my backs up against the wall I try to run away, but not today, I'm in the way, don't try I said that I would never make it, I said i'd always be do or die