Hollow

I wanna start a revolution but I can't even get out of bed I wanna put this down on paper but I can't get it out of my head I wanna fly above the rooftops but I don't wanna take the first step I wanna swim across the oceans but I can't even hold my breath It's endless, but I can see the finish It hurts less when I breathe it in I'm senseless, but I know my limits Defenseless, as my heart caves in Will you stay here with me? While I remember how to breathe? Will you be there for me? When I don't wanna be? I want to exist but I hate my existence Write lifetimes with a pen while I pay my penance Won't you help me dispose of this predisposition For sadness and hatred and my love-blinded vision Bruise me, beat me to submission To save me from my human condition I'll sit in the dark on a soul-searching mission If only I could start over from the beginning Will you stay here with me? While I remember how to breathe? Will you be there for me? When I don't wanna be? (You have one new message) (Received at 9.10pm) And I ask myself every night, "Is it always gonna be this way?" I pour my soul into those I love and grow emptier every day Until you ask if I'm alright I wanna tell you everything but I keep it out of sight I'm fine (I'm not fine) I'm fine (I'm not fine, I'm not fine) Will you stay here with me? While I remember how to breathe? Will you be there for me? When I don't wanna be? Let's start a revolution I wanna get this out of my head Let's fly above the rooftops Won't you help me take the first breath?