i guess im older now

I want my mom to know that I love her I want my dad to know that I love him I want my ex to know I don't hate her I want my friends to know that I'd save them And if you ever feel sad you can call me up If you ever feel bad just don't give up I guess I'm older now I feel colder now I'm stronger now Cause I'm still okay somehow At night I look myself in the eye And I ask out loud "who is this?" I'm only 17 but I feel so old I swear it don't make sense Back when I was 12 I used to want to be so famous When I was 16 all the pressure, it just got too draining It gets worse, I gotta lean on God cause he can save me Love can hurt, man it's crazy, that's something I'm feeling lately Slow down and breathe Tell me 'bout all of the good things you've seen Tell me 'bout all of your good memories, life is worth living If you ever feel sad you can call me up If you ever feel bad just don't give up I guess I'm older now I feel colder now I'm stronger now Cause I'm still okay somehow At night I look myself in the eye And I ask out loud "who is this?" I'm only 17 but I feel so old I swear it don't make sense