ill be okay

I wake up, no ones calling No texts, the snow is falling That windowsill hasn't looked this way since I didn't feel so afraid That I would end up dead Cause I was in my head If I wasn't so afraid of pain, you might've never seen me again I told my mom I'll be okay I'll just take life day by day Please keep praying that I can change Cause you can't save me, only I can I've been trying and trying, I don't wanna give up I've been dying and dying for some new kind of love I've been crying, like, why am I so messed up? I'm sick of their fake love, they always break trust Yeah, always make the same the same mistakes that just led me to my fate I think I might go insane Always say that I need God, but then I'm swearing at my job Is my life just a facade? I don't really care, you can break my heart I'll just pick up the pieces and look up to the stars I told my mom I'll be okay I'll just take life day by day Please keep praying that I can change Cause you can't save me, only I can I told my mom I'll be okay I'll just take life day by day Please keep praying that I can change Cause you can't save me, only I can (You can't save me, only I can)