12 month lease

I wasn't moving anywhere fast Passed my final classes thanks to my Dad To be fair, was in the hospital mad Getting out just to go right back I don't like school, never have Only home cuz I'm enrolled Moving out seems like a move with no bad side to it I'm already alone, ready to go Broken, the 'me' lefts low To no surprise, the sunrise pictures with the breakfast on the side hallowed Not even two months time And of course, source paranoia followed Somewhere down the line, I left a god also Bound to a year here Praying broad when the fear steered thoughts I let my phone fly a few times, on God Across the room Pareidolia's not what they want to hear, even if its honest So I say the same things when ask how its going, "It's going, you know?" It was more close calls in this apartment than alluded to No one felt close enough to call To wait it out was always the only option, truly