Elephant Tusks (feat. Konan Doyle)

I'm tired of hiding this Rivalry fighting these demons inside of me I've been trying to write with it, but I keep on rhyming so violently I'd occupy every line in my diary And I would keep struggling silently Send me some love, cause there's never enough Of those elephant tusks to find me the Ivory I'm writing my prophecy, don't mean to be starting a war tho Take a heroic dose, then my pen carves it up like I'm Zoro I write my own my way, never write what is borrowed I write for the day and I write full of sorrow Then rap like I'm dying tomorrow For arms like Goro Keep my sound floor low Always feel lost like where did my cord go Stoppin me lord no Tope rope El Toro They getting it backwards it's warm snow When the haters be trying to clown on my grind I been putting in work, I been putting in Time Been doing this most of my life Asking myself many questions at night, like Why do I feel hate so deeply Why can't I deal with my feelings discretely Why does it feel like the worlds on repeat repeating All that we've learned but still has no meaning Forever regretting stepping to Doyle or E Like Freddie said I've gotta break free I got places to go and people to see And I'm tired of hiding these demons I'm tired of hiding this Rivalry fighting these demons inside of me I've been trying to write with it, but I keep on rhyming so violently I'd occupy every line in my diary And I would keep struggling silently Send me some love, cause there's never enough Of those elephant tusks to find me the Ivory I rap to calm my nerves And it can be lots of words To express that I'm on the verge of thoughts and urges surrounding awful murder Not in person, only when I'm on the verses, pot so hot, I gotta take it off the burner Maybe I forgot to stir, the scalding irks me, won't somebody please call the nurse Cause I'm on a rant again Got to get high so I cook banana bread Crossin the line like I should be panicking Walk in the sky like I'm good with Annakin Often I write just to put what's happening Onto a mic when I'm shook or passionate Not gonna lie, even all of these rhymes that I got my mind couldn't push the damages Outside my brain stem, no serotonin, Still going through all of this mayhem I used to have all these fake friends The type who were nice to my face then All of a sudden would change when I left the room, and escaped them No fame yet cause y'all on the same trends See, you need your waves checked You cannot convince me that I'm not a fuckin rapping god Imma need some ivory, I'm hunting down a mastodon If I don't get the paper then I'm going for the Amazon Taking all the trees, till the mawfuckin' planet gone But it doesn't bother me cause I'm a fuckin astronaut I'm blasting off Faster than a kid who be jacking off To a catalogue full of padded bras I'm just looking for a prophet, Eli, wanna tag along? I'm tired of hiding this Rivalry fighting these demons inside of me I've been trying to write with it, but I keep on rhyming so violently I'd occupy every line in my diary And I would keep struggling silently Send me some love, cause there's never enough Of those elephant tusks to find me the Ivory