Mama

($tones) What's on that TV mama? I put in work, it's all for you the day you see me on that screen, mama I turn this dollar to a dream, mama I seen you hopeless, on the edge, and always live in disbelief, mama I almost listened to them streets, mama But I can't die before the day you get to see a bigger me, mama Feel like they got me on my knees, mama I feel defeat and I been weak, you get me back up on my feet, mama This life ain't always what it seem, mama Blow on them trees proper 'Cause them demons 'round us love to feed, mama You put that bottle down for me, mama All of this darkness in my life but you put on that light to see, mama Remember nights when you would scream, mama This shit extreme, mama My whole life been stuck up in between drama He supposed to treat you like a queen, mama I used to say if I was older then I'd go and up that heat, mama Speak, mama Remember nights I couldn't eat, mama 'Cause I'm too focused on that night you couldn't breathe Gotta leave for the best of it, telling me this is severing Ending up in a definite hell with a feeling desolate Pressure, I hope I'm ending it I hope it's all enough I hope the things you been reaching for give and fall in touch I seen the things you been holding in close just all erupt Because all of these people you trusted just go and fall corrupt Look and tell me what's on that TV, mama I think it's me, mama Speak, mama Tell me what you see, mama I put them on that rock and gleam, mama They used to tease, mama, scheme I'ma make 'em all believe, mama I'm dotting I's and crossing T's, mama I gotta show 'em what I owe you, why I put you on my team, mama I'm working harder than a fiend, mama Look, I gotta peak, mama Weave, bobbing what they all perceive, mama Please, mama Been feeling sicker than disease, mama Diving in these sedatives, medicine for the ease I'ma freeze, mama They take my life, that trigger squeeze I'ma hate the life they ended, ain't ever connect with peace, mama Preach, mama The only one who heard the broken you On each and every fallen occasion but never told the truth 'Cause all these broken promises given, I kept a hold on you But ever since that I just watched you destroy the older you I love you, mama Yeah You know I love you, mama I'll never put no one above you Gotta show you that I trust you, mama Yeah You know I love you Yeah Yeah Yeah Hey Yeah Ouu-ouuu-ouu-ouu Yeah Ouu Yeah You know I love you Yeah Yeah Yeah