such a lie

My life is such a lie That I can hardly get by Why do I have to hide my fear inside I just hope my heart is still there Cause it feels like it died I try to put my past behind Because it was all a lie I hate myself for making you cry I am such a lie I am such a lie Why do I lie Wish I wouldn't lie Oh I was a bad guy I don't know how you could love me When all I was was immaturity But now I see it clearly That I have to stop being me I try to put my past behind Because it was all a lie I hate myself for making you cry I am such a lie I am such a lie Why do I lie Wish I wouldn't lie I just tried to be sly When I lied I just tried to be sly When I lied I just tried to be sly I am such a lie I am such a lie Why do I lie Wish I wouldn't lie Oh