Xanxiety

Won't be down forever I won't be down forever Wont be down forever I won't be down forever I won't be here forever I won't be here forever I get stuck in my thoughts sometimes I'm feeling lost sometimes Riding the train away Going insane Again Anxiety is killing me I need a Novocain Just to take all the pain away I'm not gonna break today Cause I get alone sometimes Leave me alone sometimes Push you away Just to see if you'll stay this time Wanna get high sometimes Catch a vibe sometimes Even though I'm dying inside I still feel alive Still feel alive Even though I know I'm dying inside Still feel alive Even though I know I'm dying inside I got demons on my mind That been with me for a while I've been talking to myself I don't know if they can tell I've been calling out to God All I got is voicemail Think he got me on block Cause I've been blowing up this cell, yeah Wish on a wishing well I hope they wish me well It's way to cold outside Angels, they stay inside Life is a living hell And nothing's really real, yeah But I still feel alive Still feel alive Even though I know I'm dying inside Still feel alive Even though I know I'm dying inside Yo, every day I'm dying Counting down the clock I've been working on my timing Having suicidal thoughts I got too much on my mind I think I need a therapist to help me stay in line They say nothing last forever I won't be here forever Yeah, I was doing bad bad Now I'm doing better I've been staying in my lane Staying out the way I get in my way sometimes Don't get in the way Don't get in the way Don't get in the way I still feel alive Still feel alive Even though I know I'm dying inside Still feel alive Even though I know I'm dying inside Yeah, and mental health is a real thing So many people are suffering from depression anxiety, anger, trauma And they just suppress it and try to hold it in And it keeps building up until it just explode on the inside And you gotta live your life like it's your last Cause people dying every day I still feel alive Still feel alive Even though I know I'm dying inside Still feel alive Even though I know I'm dying inside