Note to Beloved

Please, baby, please Won't you look at me now I'm in my dream as a pawn for the heathens Took a fourth, took a fifth Took a chunk of it out A hallow shell, I ain't even breathin' Couple years since the days we would kiss on your couch A lonely house I barely live or take a seat in 'Cause whatever goes up will be spiralin' down I was a fool when I said I didn't believe it If I could write a love song but never mean it Am I demon or a genius? If I could write a love song Would you sing it or leave it meaningless? I left my friends in a desolate land For the fortune and fame, I was feignin' I got a God-given gift, these are heavenly plans Though I dwell in the kingdom of Hedon Now my heart's beatin' fast Throwin' stones in my house of glass But I ain't hidin' no hand Never lie to no man They look up at me, never bow to no man Like it's me against the world I'ma battle all men, oh, man, oh, man Guess it was an omen Slave to the crowd, you become a showman It's gone turn a homebody to a road man On the quest to Rome, you givin' up the romance Romance, slow dance, you was still my only Top of the world, I been feelin' lonely Top of the world gonna get me zonin', stoned Knew the end goal the moment I flown in If I could write a love song but never mean it Am I demon or a genius? If I could write a love song Would you sing it or leave it meaningless? So please, baby, please Won't you look at me now I said I'd take my chance Now I'm takin' it down Feel the joy in depression I was fakin' a smile I guess I found my way I was takin' a while Please, baby, please Won't you come back to me I found a void in the glory But you were my peace Now I'm burnin' Turn up the oven See you in another life A note to beloved