eager

it's getting hard to remember all the ways that i've failed when it comes down to women i never will prevail cause it is hard just to see them as people that i can trust i never act like myself i always f*ck it up always say the worst thing in the worst way ramble on, like i need to fill an essay i play along like an old cliche i never know how to make them stay tell myself it'll be okay even though i don't believe, i sit and pray need a miracle to get me through this day Jesus come and take me away i fell in love with a bad bitch maybe out a habit told her that i loved her on the second date, imagine couldn't make out what she said back to me through her laughing left me all alone in JC Penny's like a savage what happened? i can never make it to a third date sit around and wonder how i'll ever get to home plate i need to work on how to talk to women for my own sake i'm never getting laid at this rate yeah well, maybe i'm too eager always trying way too hard to please her never giving room apart, i'm clingy like a fever i need her, know that makes me weaker i'm just way too eager, eager, eager i'm sad, i'm oh so sad because i suck so bad i'll write a song about it and i'll pretend that i got cheated, like i'm broken hearted when actually i'm just a loser that has been discarded cause i'm not good with women, i'll just throw a pity party yeah i get sweaty, i get shaky and i prolly farted i fell in love with a bad bitch maybe out a habit told her that i loved her on the second date, imagine couldn't make out what she said back to me through her laughing left me all alone in JC Penny's like a savage what happened? i can never make it to a third date sit around and wonder how i'll ever get to home plate i need to work on how to talk to women for my own sake i'm never getting laid at this rate yeah well, maybe i'm too eager always trying way too hard to please her never giving room apart, i'm clingy like a fever i need her, know that makes me weaker i'm just way too eager, eager, eager