excuses

spent the past few months just tryna get away from you but i am so weak, yeah i cling to your abuse i sit around and allow all of your misuse yeah, so abusive oh girl your love is not the love i want for me i want someone to come and make me feel complete i want that love that will make me feel like a king but darling, your love is not the right kind for me screaming, yelling hitting me with no defense then you come back all sobered up want to give me all your love, but i don't want, i don't want your excuses tying up, tying up all these loose ends hanging up, hanging up nooses to avoid all your excuses, excuses no i don't want your excuses wearing long sleeves to hide all of my bruises mentally and physically abusive no i don't want excuses, excuses who ya love, who ya love now? love the pain, take a shot, drink it all down ice cold on my throat like a knife, ow love the pain, why i stay, masochist wow i scream so loud, life'll never be the same so insane, things change in a day now who am i now? who am i now? mentally and physically abusive you give your excuses