nothing really matters anymore

some things i don't really need i just really wanna see me up on the TV screen living out my dream why are there things that i want? i know that it's just a front for the darkness that i hold inside my heart cause most things ain't what you thought do it all over again until you fall apart i'm tired of all this running around the peak of the mountain don't feel that different from the ground you get what you want you get what you want then it's not what you thought what you thought, yeah yeah you get what you want you get what you want then you want something else yeah yeah i'm at the point where nothing really matters anymore lost all my faith i have nothing to believe anymore i do not want to be here no, i don't want to be anywhere anymore but still i stay cause someone might need me someday everything will be okay yeah, everything will be okay