That's Not a Good Excuse

Oh i feel so sick in my belly It's probably all the lies that you fed me Why were you with him? it's cause you're scared to be alone Told me it was nothing, but i saw it on your phone Why did you go and treat me so poorly? Gave you the world, was it enough? i thought "surely" Told me that you loved me with your fingers in my hair It really hurt my feelings when you said that you don't care You said you don't give a f*ck about how i feel You really fucked up And i just wanted to you to know that i am really sad I don't deserve the things you said, even though you're mad That's not a good excuse That's not a good excuse Oh why do you always try to control me I'm always honest, but you leave me so lonely Text me that you love me while he's laying in your bed It really hurt my feelings when i saw you give him head You say that he's just a f*ck like that makes it okay You really fucked up And i just wanted you to know that i am really sad I don't deserve the things you said even though you're mad That's not a good excuse That's not a good excuse