All i think about is $uicide

I'm still waiting for those better days But right now I'm living in the gray I'm broke and living with no sense I'm living without money, living without pain F*ck my friends, I don't trust them F*ck the girls, They don't love me I'm living in a dream where all the lovers always lie I've been watching myself die every night All i think about is suicide I've been watching myself die every night All i think about is suicide All i think about is suicide All i think about is suicide I'm living in my own shit Feeling so depressed I'm waiting for a miracle But it's too late to save me A lot of feelings break me I'm waiting for those better days I'm dying too alone Feeling so stressed I'm waiting for a miracle Fut it's too late to save me A lot of feelings break me I'm waiting for those better days I've been watching myself die every night All i think about is suicide I've been watching myself die every night All i think about is suicide All i think about is suicide All i think about is suicide I'm still waiting for those better days But right now I'm living in the gray I'm broke and living with no sense I'm living without money, living without pain F*ck my friends, I don't trust them F*ck the girls, They don't love me I'm living in a dream where all the lovers always lie I've been watching myself die every night All i think about is suicide I've been watching myself die every night All i think about is suicide