Paranoid

If I say it like this, would you take it like that If I say it all wrong, can I take it all back There's something not right, the way that this works All it takes is one night, all it takes is one word Then you're stuck in the past And just something I'm missing How could I love myself if I would die to be with him Maybe I'm just the worst Or maybe you wouldn't listen If I said I'm just a girl who will keep hoping and wishing And now I'm so paranoid So please don't get my hopes up Cause you'll go running for cover The second that we get closer I'm raising my voice, I'm begging God work your wonders You know after this boy, oh no I'll never recover I'll never recover Woah, oh, oh Woah, oh, oh If I tell you that I'm scared, would you take it all away If you think that it's too much, would you try to change the pace How far's beyond repair? Cause I just can't replace The half-hidden look of disappointment sitting on your face While I try to appease you and please you, God knows I need you Give you all of my energy cause I know how it feeds you You could tell me you love me then f*ck me over, won't leave you You could give me just half of all of yourself and I'll meet you But you're still stuck in the past And just something I'm missing How could I love myself if I would die to be with him Maybe I'm just the worst Or maybe you wouldn't listen If I said I'm just a girl who will keep hoping and wishing And now I'm so paranoid So please don't get my hopes up Cause you'll go running for cover The second that we get closer I'm raising my voice, I'm begging God work your wonders You know after this boy, oh no I'll never recover I'll never recover Woah, oh, oh Woah, oh, oh I'll never recover Woah, oh, oh Woah, oh, oh