Downfall

This time I am trying, not to fall down this dark hole Will I ever fight it? I think I'm loosing control Maybe, I overdramatize I know, I can't apologize But there's something in my way What can I do to feel okay? Give me something I can hold on to now Give me something I wish I could do well Is it the last time for me to fight back? Or will I go down and bring my demons back Give me something I can work on to now Give me something that will save me from hell Is it my own fault? Because it might be The only downfall that I ever gonna feel You got me thinking I'm not too well But it's just me, being my own hell Keep on struggling with being my own self It made me realize that Maybe, I overdramatize I know, I can't apologize But there's something in my way What can I do to feel okay? Give me something I can hold on to now Give me something I wish I could do well Is it the last time for me to fight back? Or will I go down and bring my demons back Give me something I can work on to now Give me something that will save me from hell Is it my own fault? Because it might be The only downfall that I ever gonna feel Give me a sign To wake up, healing all the wounds in my head I've changed my mind The way you make me suffer Again, again I make me suffer Again and again I make me suffer Give me something I can hold on to now Give me something I wish I could do well Is it the last time for me to fight back? Or will I go down and bring my demons back Give me something I can work on to now Give me something that will save me from hell Is it my own fault? Because it might be The only downfall that I ever gonna feel