This Ain't Me

Another night I'm waking up My thoughts are my alarm I go and put a smile when they ask me what's going on I tend not to put info in places it don't belong My mother stay praying but I can feel the devil's arm What I'm saying's that it's almost summer I feel out of season I go and see the family they just glad to see me breathing But tell me yo what's next Like a pair of Nike's I'm still living check to check I think I'm doing right my thought's saying I took a left Yea homie I'm ambitious I remember this sister from church that came to visit We ain't have no food at least I ain't got to do dishes She decide to help us with I'm talking about Enough to go and stuff the fridge with That shit'll last a minute That was God yea that's a given Homie that's an incentive To go and make a million But since then everything's different Putting lines through relationships like it's incisions I'm talking to the homies and the family when you listen I'm telling y'all I'm broken I know it was my decision This definitely ain't part of the journey I envisioned Got so many walls up my head feeling like a prison You know this ain't me This ain't the same me I ain't going to stop 'til all of us free You know this ain't me This ain't the same me Free me from my demons please You know this ain't me This ain't the same me I ain't going to stop 'til all of us free You know this ain't me This ain't the same me Free me from my demons please Remember you a rapper homie Wrap that shit up You had your time to vent Motherfucker enough Man I seen you grow up You had some people teach you finances Good luck and fortune homie talking about some lion dances Everybody got their struggles I know you did Always moving place to place you always was the new kid But now you dropping new shit Remember you a hustler baby just keep it moving You already know what to lose is You already know where this shit going Listen to no one Let them know how they gone fall as you get colder Bitch it's snowing Just treat this shit like herbs and keep it rolling Go head and grab your chalk Keep it writing keep it zoned in You going to be the best Homie trust they just don't know You cold as frozone You gone last forever baby like it's ozone Just go ahead and keep it ruthless And let them know who you are Just so there's no confusion You know this ain't me This ain't the same me I ain't going to stop 'til all of us free You know this ain't me This ain't the same me Free me from my demons please You know this ain't me This ain't the same me I ain't going to stop 'til all of us free You know this ain't me This ain't the same me Free me from my demons please