My Home, My Rock

I hope to wake you up with flowers in the morning Instead of finding out you're gone without a warning Wish I could go back tell myself that every second was important Every moment, every minute, spend with you like it was urgent Cause you're my home you're my rock So who am I supposed to be (Without you) The world it feels so closed (without you) And I don't know if I can make it here (without you) If I could just spend one more day with you I'd buy you tennis shoes and take you anywhere that you choose Dont care where it is as long I get to be next to you I miss your smell, I miss your smile, I miss your heart I miss the way you'd lift me on bad days Got so much talk about you, got a lot of high praise I love you with my whole entire being You're my momma, you're my sun ray I miss watching cartoons with you on the floor on a Sunday I miss when I was sick and you'd miss work and you'd spend all day talking bout when you were younger And you were so full of wonder What a fool I am for all the days that I was mad at you When you and dad were fighting should've always sided right with you And lately I been sad because I cant even write with you anymore Now my inspiration is gone Got no motivation to even finish song I'm hoping the doctors call me right saying that they were wrong Cause I don't know how I'm gonna do this if you're really gone I hope to wake you up with flowers in the morning Instead of finding out you're gone without a warning Wish I could go back tell myself that every second was important Every moment, every minute, spend with you like it was urgent Cause you're my home you're my rock So who am I supposed to be (Without you) The world it feels so closed (without you) And I don't know if I can make it here (without you) Mom you're love of my life I promise I will leave my kids with all your advice There wont be a single day that passes where I wont pick up your glasses And think about how cute they'd sit on the tip of your nose Sad this is the way that has life has to go I really wish we had more time and that you didn't have to go But at least you're happy I know youre up there smiling down at me I can feel the sun warming up my skin Hear the birds whispering This is where a generation is born and begins Just wish we could skip the end Cause I had to lose my best friend I had to lose my best friend, my best friend I hope to wake you up with flowers in the morning Instead of finding out you're gone without a warning Wish I could go back tell myself that every second was important Every moment, every minute, spend with you like it was urgent Cause you're my home you're my rock So who am I supposed to be (Without you) The world it feels so closed (without you) And I don't know if I can make it here (without you)