you would choose a girl anyway

This was to be expected Yet I'm so mad I still want to shout Yeah I was so stupid i believed In what I warn others about Because there's no way this kind of fantasy Could happen in any city The story just relied on pity Can't believe I wasted so much energy I still don't know how can I be this hurt When you were the one who came to me first Thinking of how much I got obsessed with you Makes me wonder if I had an issue When I see myself crying alone Makes me more mad than anything you could've done I won't make you pay Yeah because I knew you were not gonna stay And you would choose a girl anyway I'm so mad for making up all those dumb scenarios Because you and them were not even close And I blame myself more than I can blame you It's almost funny how damn well I knew and I still wanted you Thinking of how much I got obsessed with you Makes me wonder if I had an issue When I see myself crying alone Makes me more mad than anything you could've done I won't make you pay Yeah because I knew you were not gonna stay And you would choose a girl anyway You say I made it all up But do you really think that's true Because I remember a time When you'd crave for a little bit of my attention Thinking of how much I got obsessed with you Makes me wonder if I had an issue When I see myself crying alone Makes me more mad than anything you could've done I won't make you pay Yeah because I knew you were not gonna stay And you would choose a girl anyway