19: WHO I AM (?)

Got a ten million dollar bill in my back Pocket But I don't wanna use it 'cause I'm to scared of abusing' it, yeah Talk about a life well lived, when you Never did a thing, oh Fill the void to avoid all this conflict in My soul, I don't wanna know what's Going on down there It's a very different world in the Underworld, imma stay up here But thankfully that's not who I am All these horrible things in my life Don't get to decide who I am I see visions of a man Who has it fucking figured out In a bright golden light where the Haters can't shout And by all the haters I mean his alter ego Like "what's the dealio? Hey, I'm Making my debut on My new TV show If you wanna keep that negative vibe You can take it outside, Like bye, bye, bye, won't see you Next time" For better or for worse That's not who I am All the horrible things in my life Don't get to decide who I am I love my Dad, and I love my Mom And I love my brothers and I try To love myself Sometimes that's the most difficult one I bless all these things In the name of God Thankfully God's showing Me who I am And all the horrible things in my life Don't get to decide who I am