Anemoia

Nostalgic over a time I wasn't even alive Load up the cassette, use a pen to adjust the time As a little boy, I was fiddling with dimes Bought myself a cd just to hear my boy rhyme, that shit fly Off the top blew my mind In disguise, I was working to find that sky My parents knocked on my door, they let that word slide Got words worse than curses and a mind that's so high Love old-time, reminiscing way past my birth The gold, I'm kicking 'til my last day on earth My head's up, I damn well know my worth I'm on top, life could be so much worse Filling up my mp3, I took it from my sister said she gave it to me Blasting my headphones over family beef 'Cause the steak tastes better when I play Mobb Deep, yeah I'll be aligning Done with declining Change up the timing Stick to my grinding I'll be surviving Next up I'm rising Used to be blinding Stick to my liking Live my life embodied in the ways of the past I've done my part in the play but only halfway Careful what you say Mean it if you mean it I was low for a long time, humans always feel defeated Leave it on the attic, like dusty on a shelf These social media pictures provides a false image of self We all became the addict, stuck thinking that they have it But I can swear on my life that they not even laughing Forget the time passing always look for what's lacking If you come through to my house I will show how we do Take some time, play it cool Love this life so will you Praying that I'll never be a fool That's a foolish thing to say you can't control... I'll be aligning Done with declining Change up the timing Stick to my grinding I'll be surviving Next up I'm rising Used to be blinding Stick to my liking I'll be a fuckin' Warhol on my craft Do it right, money right Been a couple years in the making Got my eyes to the sky Fly so high, all time low, time flies by as I grow You should have seen how it was before, was before