Illuminated (feat. Edvin)

I got illuminated See what I believe, what I see I believe We communicated every day Something I would celebrate I'll wait until the moon turns to bright red from ever-grey Lost sight of the signs; got cast away Took my shot, hit the mark But the joy don't last all day I'll calibrate, I swear try to patch it up but that shit won't stay Living life like a genie will free me, at least a martini The peace of my head getting greedy I swim with the sharks, do it easy Indeed he took the short straw and regret it completely But the sun don't shine without rain And the love that we had gone away I thought that it'd be sad to say But I can see how this is flowing in the prefect way I got lost by your side Hear me out Some things I don't mind But I know I can't breath or fly If I, suffocate by your lies I could build a house if it's with you I would tell no lies when I'm with you I put down disguise only with you Everything I said is true But I could never live a life if it's with you I bundle all my thoughts and play it cool I'm easy on the outside, bit rude But my heart is skipping steps like at least two Blue heaven, yeah the sky I'd be sent to Going again, I'm lacking patience Pretend that I'm way past and over our end, nah This the type of shit that appears on a film Now where's the moment where I knock him down and cover my sins But I, but I better go and move on, move on Bottle up, you got me feeling human, human But I will not tell them you won, you won 'Cause I'm the one who saw through your illusion, it's proven I got lost by your side Hear me out Some things I don't mind But I know I can't breath or fly If I, suffocate by your lies Don't you ever think that I'll be forgetting 'bout How you grabbed your coat and turned, turned my love around I don't even mind, no more I see past your lies, them all It's the moon or the mansion Could pursue you, but I'll lose aim for my passion Home late kinda' action Know we'd never work out, yet you hold my attraction But you won't catch me lacking Best put it in the past and Walk on, let the memory fade I know this the healthier way Still I wished you wanted to stay