Will It End?

Why is this life surreal Ion even know what’s real no more Ion even know how to feel So why do I always feel alone Why is this life surreal Ion even know what’s real no more Out of breath When I’m out of time Is life a test Hope yours like mine Cuz I confess I’m five feet from death If I ask for help I hope you gon find I'm out of breath When I’m out of time Is life a test Hope yours like mine Cuz I confess I’m five feet from death If I ask for help I hope you gon find Me in a place Where i need your grace Cuz me and the reaper Will stay face to face Until I forgive myself for my regrets Is life a test? If it is then I hate The path that I’m headed I don’t need no medicine I need a medic to heal me with faith I need me a reason to get up and fight lately my life movin by in a phase Why is this life surreal Ion even know what’s real no more Ion even know how to feel So why do I always feel alone Why is this life surreal Ion even know what’s real no more Out of breath When I’m out of time Is life a test Hope yours like mine Cuz I confess I’m five feet from death If I ask for help I hope you gon find Im out of breath When I’m out of time Is life a test Hope yours like mine Cuz I confess I’m five feet from death If I ask for help I hope you gon find Heavy shoulders And a blind vision Over time wishin I could find wisdom But I see myself In a tight position Now my cold heart Has a light missing These wounds are deeper than the eyes can see Never was who I tried to be Hold me close Cuz I need some hope In better world and a life for me Why is this life surreal Ion even know what’s real no more Ion even know how to feel So why do I always feel alone Why is this life surreal Ion even know what’s real no more Ion even know how to feel So why do I always feel alone