She Fell In Love

She fell in love For the first time in her life Still so confused Since her childhood ended fast Oh she couldn't stand The thought of being someone's But she wanted so To be around his problems He was afraid She would disappoint his soul He was a fiend So alone but never solo He was a masterpiece That's what she thought He could bring her to tears With his one word They remained friends But they still were deeply hurt Looking for ways To escape the morbid love Oh she couldn't want, she ran Insisted on being pals He cared much more than her But he'd just get high, it mends He couldn't care less Where this ship is gonna lend Nothing could start The rotten engine in his chest She was a memory Such a sweet memory "Why shouldn't I turn to her When she is changed" She still couldn't throw Him out of her head He was a perfect boy And she's hurt and so afraid "Could I look for a real man Who'd tell me what's wrong with me" But after the truth is told The used man is put to bin He knows she's confused She is successfully abused She likes it so much She is ecstatic from his touch He lives in fantasies The needle brings back to him She looks at him anxiously Imagines their kids One day she woke up Right to the immobile corpse Buried that day Some place she could afford Now he's a memory When would you leave her be She wants to be happy and free Oh free At last there's a man Just a candidate for kids He fully accepts What she had become to be And 20 odd years have passed She's sitting with her husband But all she could think about Is the boy who made her cry Such a stupid Hurting tragic creature Tsss Leave her be