Fade

I could care less about what people got to say Still that fuzzy feeling in my head won't go away Try to shake it off like it's a phase Cause i'm tired of thinking bout the same things You left me convinced your heart was in the right place Didn't take too long for you to show your true aim Neither one of us will take blame We go back and forth, like a tug of war game You've been gone so I found the one It's the greatest love that i've ever known But i called it off cause i cant move on If these memories won't fade Now where do iI begin my past is embarrassing I never wanna look back at that part of my life again I know i was still a kid but I was so arrogant I didn't think there would be consequences to my sins I didn't know i could hurt anybody but I did I didn't know how to handle something so delicate I thought if maybe i kept trying I would get my fix Instead I got a broken heart and scars upon my skin Funny thing is I'm over this it's irrelevant But from time to time I can't stop my mind From remembering all the memories Keep me up at night So why tell me why can't we come to some sort of settlement Otherwise for the rest of our lives we'll feel like this Would it be so hard for us to call a truce? I'm tired of being villainized by you Just admit you know the truth Even though you make these claims with no evidence I could never look your way with malevolence You've been gone so I found the one It's the greatest love that i've ever known But i called it off cause i cant move on If these memories won't fade You were first to leave took the lead so i concurred Cry to mama lie and tell her i'm the fucking worst Why you asking her to do all of your dirty work? Take it up with me since i'm the one who made it hurt But the second i apologize for what's occurred You pretend that it meant nothing, it was all a blur Really wanna make amends so i say are you sure? And then you do it all again because you never learn So you go and tell your friends something so absurd Some believe you cause who wouldn't, trust your way with words I think it's for the best to claim it's none of my concern That they chose you over me cause of the shit they heard I've wasted all this time being so disturbed But i put it all behind now i know my worth Yeah its taken me a while but i've come to terms I'll lose people in my life, that never return You've been gone so I found the one It's the greatest love that i've ever known But i called it off cause i cant move on If these memories won't fade