Aloof and Distant

I don't often feel Too excited about anything Kind of dumb since things Pretty much has always gone my way Always chase the guy That is not available at this time Seeking kicks that way But I'm not as fucked up as they say I'm known for being aloof and distant For saying no for always resisting I'm tired of falsely faking excitement Of saying yes to boring arrangements Staying in all day In spite of that I'm always delayed Threw away my phone Yet my brain is filled with stressful thoughts Rarely wanna talk When I'm going out for a walk If I turn away on the street It's just because I'm trying to act discreet I'm known for being aloof and distant For saying no for always resisting I'm tired of falsely faking excitement Of saying yes to boring arrangements I'm complicating things That's probably my biggest sin I know I'm acting strange When I look away in defense and I always count the days For the world to give me some space But it isn't true That my soul is colored deeply blue I'm known for being aloof and distant For saying no for always resisting I'm tired of falsely faking excitement Of saying yes to boring arrangements I'm known for being aloof and distant For saying no for always resisting I'm tired of falsely faking excitement Of saying yes to boring arrangements