Is It a Lie?

I feel misunderstood, you know I'ma, I'ma, I'ma explain as well why He'll prolly say I came from a good life Don't let my pops tell it He'll prolly say I came from a good life Yeah He'll prolly say I came from a good life Don't let my pops tell it He'll prolly say I came from a good life So is it a lie that I slept with the mice So is it a lie that I slept with the roaches Or, is it a lie that my mom went unoticed Or, is it a lie that a nigga was homeless My life is a lie and I'm stuck in a cycle You was only a kid how your mother ain't like you? What I say to myself when I talk to myself I was only a kid but them summers was felt I can't think about the past, I be killin' myself On the phone with my brother, I'm healin' myself Now f*ck all the talkin, let's get back to it I came from the struggle, got pain in my music Got pain in my music, got pain in my voice Got took from my mother, never had a choice Got took from my brother, never had a voice I was lovin' the bitches just to fill a void But I'm goin' empty regardless My life on the road, got a prize on my target Got a prize on my target, I know that I'm hurt I'm kicking the cup and I'm done with the perks My life is a lie and I'm done with the shit You can F*ck on the hoe if I'm done with the bitch Cause I go hard in the motherfuckin' paint I'm really not feelin' this picture they paint So is it a lie that I slept with the mice Or is it a lie that I slept with the roaches Or is it a lie that my mom went unoticed Or is it a lie that a nigga was homeless My life is a lie and I'm stuck in a cycle You was only a kid how your mother ain't like you What I say to myself when I talk to myself I was only a kid but them summers was felt Them summers was felt in the worst way I was only gon' talk to my mom on my birthday Then a month go by and then two go by Wonder how the f*ck it hurt me It's been a year by now Damn, we ain't talkin' a while She a whole different person, got a whole different motive Damn, she got a whole different smile And it ain't your fault what happened I know how I get in this shit But I be lyin' if I said I ain't blame you But I really was only a kid They tell me get over this shit I feel like it is what it is But I ain't gon' lie, I'ma talk about it Every time I spit me a lyric So is it a lie that I slept with the mice So is it a lie that I slept with the roaches Or, is it a lie that my mom went unoticed Or, is it a lie that a nigga was homeless My life is a lie and I'm stuck in a cycle You was only a kid how your mother ain't like you? What I say to myself when I talk to myself I was only a kid but them summers was felt I can't think about the past, I be killin' myself On the phone with my brother, I'm healin' myself Now f*ck all the talkin, let's get back to it I came from the struggle, got pain in my music Got pain in my music, got pain in my voice Got took from my mother, never had a choice Got took from my brother, never had a voice I was lovin' the bitches just to fill a void But I'm goin' empty regardless My life on the road, got a prize on my target Got a prize on my target, I know that I'm hurt I'm kicking the cup and I'm done with the perks I had, uh I had the pain in my voice, the pain in my heart That's know how it gon' feel I had the pain in my heart, the pain in my voice That's know how it gon' feel I had the pain in my heart, the pain in my voice That's know how it gon' feel I had the pain in my voice, the pain in my heart That's know how it gon' feel Now Now Now Now Now Now Now Now