Just Sometimes

Sometimes I cry Sometimes I can’t help but wonder what death is like Sometimes, sometimes I’m just thinking Love ain’t really what it seems F*ck it, I’m still kicking life been rough Maybe you can show me better things And sometimes, sometimes I don’t always say what I feel Chopping up with the devil he can tell that I’m more than real Sometimes I wish you were running it with me Together Just sometimes, sometimes Down in the dirt I can say that for certain Shots to the brain leaving scars  I can say that shit hurting me But of course you don't understand Words left in the sky I leave it all up to chance Who know how it feel when you feel understimated Or when you look into someone eyes and they think you crazy Already imperfect the list grows of those who hating Im never scared so I don't on trip on nothing I just look back on who I am, let my heart be the focus My path I'm the one who wrote it You cant define my truth I'll never let anotha say they own it I go against the grain don't care who disowned me I step heavy blow for blow Let the devil tell it Alone in what feels like the slums Left out to starve but whats growth without some struggle What’s fighting to thrive if you not even happy you alive What’s love without the actions to back it Plenty mistakes made im no shining star Yet im still real Living like what the, f*ck how y’all feel Can’t nobody take who you are from you Let’s just just keep it real Sometimes I cry Sometimes I can’t help but wonder what death is like Sometimes, sometimes I’m just thinking Love ain’t really what it seems F*ck it, I’m still kicking life been rough Maybe you can show me better things And sometimes, sometimes I don’t always say what I feel Chopping up with the devil he can tell that I’m more than real Sometimes I wish you were running it with me Together Just sometimes, sometimes If I could, id step back and do things differently If I could, I’d have stepped down on you Some things should have ended back then If I could, f*ck that shit ima do it But for purpose of song, I look back in my past And if could I’d pop off on you niggas, nothing to spaz And show you how a real nigga kill it Cus being nice ain’t helping And know some things better left untouched We can’t change what happened But we can plan for our path to go different So you got to keep your head on And I can be weak but I’m strong All in one so I’m muddy but I’m loving And I ain’t mean for that shit to happen Know I love you, you couldn’t show it but you love me too Stuck in the wrong, what my heart say is right So I can’t ever go against it But let them judge me, it’s in they will For they don’t know what they do Had a talk with black sheep he say Keep your mind, they’ll slander your name They’ll scar your body but the one thing they can’t change is your brain Sometimes I cry Sometimes I can’t help but wonder what death is like Sometimes, sometimes I’m just thinking Love ain’t really what it seems F*ck it, I’m still kicking life been rough Maybe you can show me better things And sometimes, sometimes I don’t always say what I feel Chopping up with the devil he can tell that I’m more than real Sometimes I wish you were running it with me Together Just sometimes, sometimes