Lord Knows

RellyMade, SpeakerBangerz (If it wasn't for me I wouldn't be here Lord knows, lord knows I had to put a fight Swore you was by my side If it wasn't me for I wouldn't be here Lord knows, lord knows That I almost died I cried too many times) If it wasn't for me I wouldn't be here Lords knows, lord knows I had to put up a fight (Fight) Swore you was by my side (By my side) If it wasn't for me I wouldn't be here Lord knows, lord knows That's I almost died (Died) I cried too many times (Times) A hundred to one I'm a one man army Yeah I put up that fight and I'm feeling just right I didn't die I didn't die I believed in me when nobody was here I had to face my fears You see, I wasn't planning on backing down So I had to throw down Too many times I could've died Too many eyes but what are they worth if they're blind I pay em no mind Too many knives hit from behind, I kept fighting Too many nights I almost lost my life Too many nightmares, I've cried alone too many times I never said nothing I have to save myself I'm the only one Cuz I know you not trying anyway If it wasn't for me I wouldn't be here Lord knows, lord knows I had to put up a fight (Fight) Swore you was by my side (By my side) If it wasn't me for I wouldn't be here Lord knows,lord knows That I almost died (Died) I cried too many times (Times) I don't need to compare myself to anyone I look in the mirror I see a storm, I see a hole filled with a lot of things wrong But I see the better good outweighing the bad I see I'm strong, only I know what I've been through, the toughest of storms I see a monster but I am an angel People look at me and know that I'm special I'm a breed nobody seen before I know that I'm hard but I can be soft and that's when I'm wanting love the most Let me in then I'll leave a mark Protect your mental The word love gets thrown around like it's nothing Don't say that you love me Don't say that you love me if you know don't mean it Know you'd rather see me fall If it wasn't for me I wouldn't be here Lord knows, lord knows I had to put a fight (Fight) Swore you was by my side (By my side) If it wasn't me for I wouldn't be here Lord knows, lord knows That I almost died (Died) I cried too many times (Times) Ayyyyyayyyyyyayyyyayyyayya Mmmmmhmmmmm Mhmm