Grandmothers Fault

Faded photo's from the past is what I'm looking at Don't know what I'm looking for, as I keep looking back When I was young, you were my everything The strongest God-forsaken woman I'd ever seen But now I am grown I'm out on my own Wish it wasn't like this But our connection is gone Please, please, please, please Look into yourself, please We're all the descendants of an infected root But I want the culprit and I bet you do too Was it my grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's fault? Was it my grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's fault? Did something go wrong in learning to love? Was having a mom just not in the stars? Was it my grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's fault? I need your love, affection and I need your tenderness I think the fact I missed this is why I still can't attach When I was young you put too much on my plate But I don't even blame you, shit I know you relate But now I am grown And it's still unbeknown How to fix our broken home Please Look into yourself, please Escaping systemic pain is a difficult task But somebody started this so I gotta ask Did something go wrong in learning to love? Was having a mom just not in the stars? Was it my grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's grandmother's fault? No No