Nature of the Beast

Second verse but it's the same song It's the minor notes that resonate strong Second verse but it's the same song It's the minor notes that resonate strong It plays the nature of the beast I try to fight it but I freeze "Addiction has shown us potential to be a transgenerational disease. One family member's addiction can spark other addictions in the following generations, until the cycle is broken." Using is in my blood Like my DNA Was made of Drugs 'N Alcohol And I have to obey Fiening for my next escape I can't seem to catch a break From living ahead of time Just for presents sake Working and fucking and huffing Spending, yet being left with nothing I don't know, I don't know How come I'm such a pro? Scrolling, future fantasizing Running, helping, denying I don't know, I don't know How come I lose control I've been, been, been through it here tonight, control, trol, trol, I beg you to come home, I beg you to come home As long as I'm your savior I will be OK I'd never have to look inside 'Cause Lord knows what I'll face I have spent my whole damn life Trying to hold the pieces right Should I relieve my hands Only for tonight? Working and fucking and huffing Spending, yet being left with nothing I don't know, I don't know How come I'm such a pro? Scrolling, future fantasizing Running, helping, denying I don't know, I don't know How come I lose control I've been, been, been through it here tonight, control, -trol, -trol, I beg you to come home, I beg you to come home