Self-Care Pt. II

Yet - or ever, you must keep it together when Figuring out how to self-care It might take forever, but it's better late then never when Figuring out how to self-care Growing indifferent to the things that I once loved Never knew that being happy wouldn't be enough, no Why do I keep feeling like I am some humanoid Destruction seems to be the only thing to fill the void Tell me am I still the real me When I leave my woeful days behind? Tell me why do I feel the need to Disrupt order just when it's applied? Every time I seem to get on track, something in my conscience calls me back Like I'm feeling guilty for getting it right Every time I seem to get on track, something in my conscience calls me back Like I'm feeling guilty and it dims my light, light Jumping back and forth between emotional extremes Always feel uneasy being somewhere in between Life is either always too salty or too bland My Genenis and Armageddon go hand in hand Tell me am I still the real me When I leave my woeful days behind? Tell me why do I feel the need to Disrupt order just when it's applied? Every time I seem to get on track, something in my conscience calls me back Like I'm feeling guilty for getting it right Every time I seem to get on track, something in my conscience calls me back Like I'm feeling guilty and it dims my light, light Yet - or ever, you must keep it together when Figuring out how to self-care It might take forever, but it's better late then never when Figuring out how to self-care Hmm, oh