Psyche

I've been living with a chip on my shoulder Lately my thoughts weighing on me like boulders Lately my hearts getting colder, all I do is smolder My mind feels youth but my vessel's getting older Eye for an eye, you and that fucking disguise Me and my fucking disguise Always wear a mask so you can't see through my lies The world against me, myself and I Imbalance in my psyche that nobody knows Feelings in my heart that my face can't show My mouth can't spew, my eyes can't run Drought in my soul, the moon is my sun My doom soon to come, empty room with a gun Pistol loaded with bullets But I'm a pussy if I pull it And a pussy if I don't Know I got people I can talk to but I won't Throwing my rage into the fucking concrete Bruised knuckles, feeling stupid and defeat Little kid but in this world, I was obsolete Wouldn't speak a single fucking word for like 3 weeks The pain that I carry, the love in my memories Writing shit down, blindly searching for a remedy Never thought you'd be the one to take up on the treachery Person I cared about the most became my enemy, shit Go ahead, it's your legacy I've been living with a chip on my shoulder Lately my thoughts weighing on me like boulders Lately my hearts getting colder, all I do is smolder My mind feels youth but my vessel's getting older Eye for an eye, you and that fucking disguise Me and my fucking disguise Always wear a mask so you can't see through my lies The world against me, myself and I