Forever Be Jaded

Laying down in a cozy bed All of these things ring around in my head There you are layin' next to me Sleepin' as calm as can be How could you live through this lack of my reason I've been a mess for most of the season I've done nothin' to change it How have you stayed through the kickin' and screamin Can't have you go, and if you were leavin I would forever be jaded Let me know you'll be home real soon Not knowing what kind of monster will greet you Unable to predict what kind of state my mind Will be in How could you live through this lack of my reason I've been a mess for most of the season I've done nothin' to change it How have you stayed through the kickin' and screamin Can't have you go, and if you were leavin I would forever be jaded So bizarre So bizarre I've been so bizarre So bizarre So bizarre So bizarre I've been so bizarre So bizarre Wish that I could hit reset Make me the way I was when we first met Find a cure for this damn disease Or at least something' to give some relief