Some Days

Some days there's nothing around that's worth fighting for In some ways, I know that's not true but I've become forlorn I should shatter the mirror I look into self-assess But I don't wanna clean up that mess My enlightenment has turned to confusion It came over me from a buddha out to vex The wine I once had is now dirty water Got morphed slowly by a savior with a hex Some days there's nothing to do that's worth getting hurt In some ways, I know that's not true but I'm on high alert I should stop myself from feeling so downcast But how long would happiness last? The love in my veins has turned into venom The patience I had has melted away My confidence was once unshakeable Signs that I cared were on display Some days there's nothing I want that's worth changing for In some ways, I know that's not true but I'm the stubborn sort I should cleanse myself or set a higher bar But I'm scared of a new repertoire My enlightenment has turned to confusion It came over me from a buddha out to vex The wine I once had is now dirty water Got morphed slowly by a savior with a hex