Here Not There

I like my men like Cristiano Men like Cristiano like top models You know Im not a top model But I think I am and thats a problem He said Im childish for my age Thats why you never tell a man your age A little baby thinks he knows everything About the world but he doesnt know a damn thing Its crazy so amazing he thinks Im crazy and he might be right If Im not mistaken he said it was the best night of his life With you everydays a differnt drama Tell that shit to your fuckin mamma Heal all your unhealed trauma because Im Here at the airport in the right state of mind Don't got nobody here to kill all of the good vibes I don't want to brag but I feel like I have the right Im here and not there Here and not there Back and fourth like a fucking psycho, and you wonder why I never whatsapp And you wonder why I left the fucking country And why I couldnt take your ass with me He said Im childish for my age I'm obsessed he says its just a phase Your face so sour like lemonade You were so wrong for those head games F*ck you everydays a different drama Why don't you tell that shit to a therapist You always test my limits, in the desert tryna get your little quick fix There is no way its just a phase I know you and you're fucking crazy Non nella mia vita l'ho visto sei pazzo Well I'm at my limits breaking shit, they think Im crazy and they might be right I know its toxic but it wouldnt hurt just one more time He said Im childish for my age I blame it on the retrograde He dont believe astrology Thinks theres excuse for everything Im here at the airport in the right state of mind Don't got nobody here to kill all of the good vibes I don't want to brag but I feel like I have the right I'm here and not there Here and not there I'm at the airport in the right state of mind Got no attitude my mood is at an all time high Grazie mio dio this is the good life I'm here and not there Here and not there In the right state of mind Mood is at an all time high This is the good life Here and not there