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I done been done yeah I'm done with this life Sick of these bitches and all of the lies Sick of fake friends so I'm cutting the ties Sick of these demons that stay when I'm high Rollin' ten woods and bitch all of it mine Lately been smoking so I feel alive Take control of these demons got God on my side My baby she say I look different it must be depression I know I got stress in my eyes I can't feel nothing I can't feel nothing Lately tryn' find what I want out this life Waiting for all of the stars to align All this time I been living a lie Dodging the bullshit and push it aside I'm insecure I put on a facade Came a long way from the stu' in garage Missing my home man I'm missing my niggas Move from my city I gotta think bigger Bro tried to tell me I ain't get the picture These women are evil these women will get you I had a bitch made me question my worth Putting me second I'm putting you first Took me through hell I was down to my worst Left that in the past all the pictures are burned All alone I'm smoking pressure All the weight that I put on my shoulders I could never measure I miss how it was, don't like how it is Man this life a bitch, I'ma make it mine F*ck it slow and take my time I done been done yeah I'm done with this life Sick of these bitches and all of the lies Sick of fake friends so I'm cutting the ties Sick of these demons that stay when I'm high Rollin' ten woods and bitch all of it mine Lately been smoking so I feel alive Take control of these demons got God on my side My baby she say I look different it must be depression I know I got stress in my eyes I can't feel nothing I can't feel nothing I can't feel nothing She say that I'm different think I lost my spirit Maybe you right cause I'm riding with demons Maybe I really get high for no reason Maybe I like it, it give me a feeling All of the pain that I caused on myself I made some choices that didn't work out Lookin' back at it I should've done different Can't take the pain treat your love like prescriptions Out with the bad and I'm in with the new In a new city need something to do We takin' over, I'm bringing the crew Living our life like there's nothin' to lose 24-7, I stay on the hustle Now that I'm on gotta get it ad tussle Gotta get up and I'm using my muscle Handling business like racks in a duffle I don't even know like who I am I'm tryin' to find myself A-N-T-I, bitch I'm on my own said I don't need no help Ever since I lost that bitch I feel like everyday a living hell I can't find the answer to my problems demons show and tell I done been done yeah I'm done with this life Sick of these bitches and all of the lies Sick of fake friends so I'm cutting the ties Sick of these demons that stay when I'm high Rollin' ten woods and bitch all of it mine Lately been smoking so I feel alive Take control of these demons got God on my side