Tell Me Bout It

I know I'm not the same Saying that I changed Tell me 'bout it Tell me 'bout it Getting high to numb the pain I done think I went insane Tell me 'bout it Tell me 'bout it I need help from myself someone get me out of this hell Someone get me out of head give me weed to numb the pain I'm'a take it to my grave I think I'm the one to blame Tell me 'bout it Tell me 'bout it What happened to the kid I used to know I think he dead gone Fucking up my lungs go back to back I face it smoking strong Living with the consequences choices that I know was wrong Caught up in the moment let these bitches go and lead me on Try to do what's right but I get caught up I cant help it I been tryna save this money but I get it and I burn it I been hoping its gon' payoff every night I put the work in I been all inside my bag I'd rock a purse if its a Birkin ugh Ganja silence all the voices demons just a burden I can never show the real but I cant ever hide the hurting I'm so sick of all these bitches tryna play the judge and verdict Wanna blame it all on me and you gon' act like you was perfect I'm'a nightcrawler black and chrome hearted young and cold hearted I been living heartless I'm'a nightcrawler I'm a I'm'a nightcrawler black and chrome hearted young and cold hearted I been living heartless I'm'a nightcrawler I'm a I know I'm not the same Saying that I changed Tell me 'bout it Tell me 'bout it Getting high to numb the pain I done think I went insane Tell me 'bout it Tell me 'bout it I need help from myself someone get me out of this hell Someone get me out of head give me weed to numb the pain I'm'a take it to my grave I think I'm the one to blame Tell me 'bout it Tell me 'bout it