Anindignantacquisitivesoliloquy

Alone Alone I want to be alone with you Not forever But as of right now I don't want commitment I just crave the feeling of being alone, you and i Nobody to be strict Money's not an issue I'm making the music i've ever made I'm not worried where my next check is coming from There's no paparazzi though Weird We check in You're gleaming Lazy clothes, nothing too serious We get to the room You take em off Free You're chillin' I wonder what you look like Now, at least I'm self conscious kinda We'd be alright i'm perfect in my dreams Do you kiss good? I heard you use to make out in a car Now you Shy, diffident I don't want to do anything with you I just want to see you happy I don't know what goes on at home but Me, i'd throw away for you I know i can't buy it You deserve confidence Me too Some of you are self centered You really think the world revolves around you well you're right Perfect people make the world go round No song i can write could describe my passion to be so perfect I want to get back to florida Go to the theme park Get one of those icy things Watch the fireworks just me and you this time Sorry i made you leave the show i just felt bad and you were too dedicated Hey the reason i want to take you to atlanta is it Because i want you to help me sweep up the Broken pieces, residue, of my dupe intimacy You know i was ironing when we "got together" They said it's a good idea go for it and i fell for it I really lo I really loved you I don't why, i mean we knew each other for a while and Everything i said i meant And to get SCREWED over It makes me feel worthless It makes ME feel like i'm wrong You moved on so quickly to bigger and blacker men Makes me seem to think this was all in Gods plan But it's kinda like seeing your destination but Having your G.o.d-GPS turn your whole car down a completely different street He saw the Accident you saw the restaurant Now you're mad because rather than staying out if harms way You have to wait for your food and you shouldn't mess with a man when... he's hungry But i ignore all that Because i want what i want I think jesus take the wheel But only when i'm giving directions I ignore all that Where's my initiative Why aren't i as hungry as the ones who came before me I thought it was design but now i'm starting to think it's user user error Why can't my brain think of as many ways to get a job as it can to get a girl And i don't do both so what's the point I never thought about committing suicide because i see all the wrong in it Yet i still am guilty cause i'm sinning, sleeping and life has a time limit I feel like music is what i want to do for a living i was told to consider another job It's seems it's as easy to become a bad musician as it is a cop I don't touch politics because that's not my game Because as soon as you're wrong You're amenable We can do things I can spoil you But when i get bored don't ask questions you'll make it hard on me I just want to move on to someone else And they'll be amenable too