On A Roll

Honey, I'm spinning out. My mind has hit black ice again Headed for the guardrail With my eyes checked out, blank staring Honey, it's over now I feel better, I promise And anyhow, It's all in the past regardless But I can't shake these doubts That I've been wasting every second Always letting you down And never able to learn these lessons New flowers on an old grave On a roll, but in a bad way Almost enough to convince me that things could change I've been waiting on a leap year I've been missing something something fierce More than a coverup Just been flipping coins for a heads up And doing all I can To push these thoughts back under the surface 'Cause when the blackouts are the highlights, Call it fun with a purpose New flowers on an old grave On a roll, but in a bad way Almost enough to convince me that things could change New lock on a cheap door New carpet on a rotted floor Almost enough to make me feel like I did before But I don't anymore, no New flowers on an old grave On a roll, but in a bad way Almost enough to convince me that things could change New lock on a cheap door New carpet on a rotted floor Almost enough to make me feel like I did before New motor in an old van Ready to go, but I've got no plan Almost enough to get a little bit out of hand New bandage on an old wound New perspective on the same old view Almost enough for the start of something new Almost enough for the start of something new