Less Than Human

Why am I scared of medication? Even though it keeps my heart from beating it's beating away Got no time for toxic people So why they're words keep replaying again and again I'm not trying to complain but I don't feel ok Feels like a hurricane Break me open Tell me I'm not through I'm begging you I'm feeling less than human I'm feeling less than human Maybe it's a part of my design Maybe I'm just broken inside I'm feeling less than human You know I'm scared of confrontation Even when it hurts I'll try to face it But that shit sucks I lie awake I'm scared of sleeping So I turn the TV on to try and pretend That I don't wanna run and hide But I don't feel the same Feels like a murder game Break me open Tell me I'm not through I'm begging you I'm begging you Empty out my chest 'Til all that remains is you I'm feeling less than human I'm feeling less than human Maybe it's a part of my design Maybe I'm just broken inside I'm feeling less than human I'll go cry in my car and let the morning decide Late nights long drives but I'm not trying to hide I'll go cry in my car and let the morning decide bright lights white lies but I'm not trying to hide There's a reason for it all There's a purpose when I fall There's an answer to the call that I'm not alone But I feel anxious to my core Lying here upon the floor But in the end you still remain So I'm not alone