Trying My Best To Stay Alive

You grab me and hold me oh so close And i'm sobbing feel like i'm in an overdose And maybe when you hold me close you'll notice i'm the worst thing your life And maybe i am worried you will leave me and ill lie and say i'm fine Cause i'm trying my best to stay alive Cause sometimes i think its better if i died So i don't have to try We had on the radio You turned to me and said drive slow And i let our another sigh Cause you don't truly care at all And i've been like a child Throwing tantrums asking for to much And maybe in the scheme of things I will never be your own enough Cause i'm trying my best to stay alive Cause sometimes i think its better if i died So i don't have to try Cause i'm trying my best to stay alive Cause sometimes i think its better if i died So i don't have to try