Spinnin'

woah woah woah My head spinnin' round and round I'm sinkin' Falling Back in my thoughts no feelin Can't give in I won't start drinkin' Focus on God for my purpose and meanin' My head spinnin' round and round I'm sinkin' Falling Back in my thoughts no feelin Can't give in I won't start drinkin' Focus on God for my purpose and meanin' Taken a back I get lost of what's reality I base my life off assumptions and I don't know what happening My friendships struggle cause I try to see the good in everything Bad things happen and it's okay to feel sad cause it's upsetting Sitting in this setting I'm setting up to be upset I wrestle with my thoughts and then I feel lots of regret No explanation why I feel this way but I do Probably because I think I'm the problem which puts me in a mood I try to be better so I always think that I'm wrong But that's a toxic headspace that'll always steer me wrong The way I cope with it is either listen or write a song I talk to the Father, I'm his son, I'm a chosen one Gotta remind myself I'm chosen not cause did anything But he chose to die for me so I could unpack everything His love and my worth is in him cause of what he's done My worth isn't in others it is in the son But I fallback and sit in my thoughts of negativity "Be above reproach so no one can say anything" I fall back into my toxic headspace which is not reality And then get hit wit random emotions like it's fatality Vanity vanity vanity vanity vanity all things vanity My works are just like my clothes yeah all things raggedy Then I get wit my purpose and then real reality I'm sorry God my head keeps spinning Please don't be mad at me My head spinnin' round and round I'm sinkin' Falling Back in my thoughts no feelin' Can't give in I won't start drinkin' Focus on God for my purpose and meanin' My head spinnin' round and round I'm sinkin' Falling Back in my thoughts no feelin' Can't give in I won't start drinkin' Focus on God for my purpose and meanin'