Laughing as I Die

In the carnival of my mind I'm riding on a carousel But the horses are all screaming And the music sounds like hell I'm walking on a tightrope Made of old forgotten dreams But the stars are all exploding And the moon forgot to gleam In the hallways of my soul I'm searching for a way to feel whole But the mirrors are all cracked and stained And my reflection is driving me insane I'm laughing with the shadows But they're whispering secrets I don't want to know In this maze of twisted lies I'm the one who's saying goodbye Laughing as I die In the silence of the night Crying out but no one hears All my hopes all my fears I'm laughing with the shadows But they're whispering secrets I don't want to know In this maze of twisted lies I'm the one who's saying goodbye Laughing as I die In the silence of the night Crying out but no one hears All my hopes all my fears I'm laughing with the shadows But they're whispering secrets I don't want to know In this maze of twisted lies I'm the one who's saying goodbye I'm walking on a tightrope Made of old forgotten dreams But the stars are all exploding And the moon forgot to gleam