As to Not Make a Scene

I dreamt about you last night It happens more than I'd like to admit I tried to hold you close To my surprise you let me But you didn't smile And I don't think I'll find someone like you again How easily I let you go And sometimes I wonder As these nights grow longer If not you, who else I hate myself for hurting you And I know you wouldn't want that But these dreams keep on coming Each with their share of pain And I feel like I deserve it Sun is rising yet again Used to wake up with my best friend I got nothing left to lose But no matter what I choose to do I promise I won't make a scene About you