Cookin' (feat. Brendan Kinney)

I'm on a mission To wring someone dry Torch all the vessels And leave them to die I'm gonna break something, ooh I'm gonna break something And no one's ever gonna hurt me I know you gave me your love Come on, my baby I was afraid of your love I'm burning bridges to my bitter life I'm gonna break something, ooh I'm gonna break something And no one's ever gonna hurt me Don't get close to me (Don't let me in) I'm a sadist I'll take your heart and hold you tight, I'll torch your love, I'll quench your light Don't get close to me (Don't let me win) I'm a masochist I tell myself, "I don't break you on purpose" I tell myself, "I don't like it when you cry" And why? I'm afraid of being alone But your touch is too much Is it love or is it lust Your absence is like a broken bone Your voice makes me feel real Why!? Trust in me to break your trust Believe in me to lie to us I love you I really do I'll never say so And no one's ever gonna hurt me And does it make sense? 'Cause it doesn't to me. I got so much love in my life So much love that I haven't returned I'm treading water I'm crossing the Rubicon And I know I'm gonna break something, ooh I'm gonna break something And one day someone's gonna hurt me