Amnesty

It already hurts to know that One day you'll say that you're mad at me I know I'll keep fucking up I've seen the saddest things Growing up in the hood warps your reality My mental state might still contain some abnormalities The line between sanity and fantasy is a balance beam But all I'm asking for is some amnesty But first I got to give that to my family Will I? Will I? I know I tried my best Did I? Did I? What you said is in my head Memorized Memorized Everything I said you Minimized Minimized Will I? Will I? I know I tried my best Did I? Did I? What you said is in my head Memorized Memorized Everything I said you Minimized Minimized That's what I said to my mom She told me raise them the way you want When you're raising your son Who thought the day was gone come? Now I see how stressed you were With balancing payments and funds That shit gone way on me The same way that it weighed on you huh? No break from the tension I'm thinking about all the times I didn't get your attention And it hits different I made a vow that we would live different But if I can't daddy's love is still infinite It already hurts to know that One day you'll say that you're mad at me I know I'll keep fucking up I've seen the saddest things Growing up in the hood warps your reality My mental state might still contain some abnormalities The line between sanity and fantasy is a balance beam But all I'm asking for is some amnesty But first I got to give that to my family Will I? Will I? I know I tried my best Did I? Did I? What you said is in my head Memorized Memorized Everything I said you Minimized Minimized Will I? Will I? I know I tried my best Did I? Did I? What you said is in my head Memorized Memorized Everything I said you Minimized Minimized I'm waiting for you to say that to me Got a hunch that it's coming If it ain't one thing it's something You'll call me out on my shit And I'll get a punch in the stomach I'll call you out on your shit I don't want your growth to be stunted Like mine is and, chances are, we are like-minded And I don't want you roasting me if you can write like this And I just want you to fulfill all your bright ideas Just know what's on my mind on a night like this It already hurts to know that One day you'll say that you're mad at me I know I'll keep fucking up I've seen the saddest things Growing up in the hood warps your reality My mental state might still contain some abnormalities The line between sanity and fantasy is a balance beam But all I'm asking for is some amnesty But first I got to give that to my family