Off the Hennessy

I was born on Anita Baker's birthday Kobe died on mine 28 years later Can't sleep cause I feel anxious Need more than my bills paid with this 9 am to 5 pm F*ck barely having enough to put $5 on 9 I felt the temptations of me tracing a dotted line Enslavement in trade for a dollar sign I put a couple songs of mine on Spotify To see if I could spot & find People like myself that needed helped from being ostracized I'm autistic with all symptoms We're all different You think I'm awkward I'm authentic You're all critics Your goal in life is to cause tension You're all bitches Before you start flexing, you gotta check if your heart's in it I just discovered in one way or another My troubled past with my mother is haunting me I find a piece of her in every woman I meet But that ain't the way I want it to be Why did I used to think separating from situations Was fake and was make-believe? I hated to break the lease I don't partake in faith Hate to say it but taking leaps Kept me stable when I was weak And E gon take it easy Before this dis ease turns into a disease I'm probably somewhere chillin & hidden like fees Rather that than be somewhere gritting my teeth Rather that than be on bended knee They need to know that E will leave Wasn't no threat & wasn't no plea This the scoop like TMZ You need to C that you a B Get off my D I'm playing keys I know niggas weaving signs Like they're Hidden in the Leaves I just said a random thing Because I'm off the Hennessy And I changed my last name But a nigga still a G We ain't even gotta speak I'm on my narcissistic shit It's just me me me me me Don't assist Nigga just ceased