Valuable Pain

Do you know what it's like to wanna take your life? Can't ever seem to get this shit down right, Hurting can't say what's on your mind, Never knew that there's a hell inside My eyes when I roam down this I-95 Pain goes numb, and I come alive Can't feel nun just like how I like And I know It ain't healthy for my soul Can't take this pain take a flight switch the time zone and I'll be okay If you knew the things I know it'll drive you insane, Freeze my heart like a cryo to keep myself safe Can't control it Taking a trip through the motions All on my own they don't notice Guess I am not as important Maybe I'm not suit for loving But f*ck it I pray that this life ends up straight, Depression my contestant hide it away They say express it just to throw in my face I won't stress it today Cause I'm gifted can't miss it this valuable pain Pour my heart on these lyrics this valuable shame One way or not they'll hear it got some shit to say This that valuable pain, That roams inside my brain Can't control it Taking a trip through the motions All on my own they don't notice Guess I am not as important Maybe I'm not suit for loving Don't take my kindness and try to abuse it I'll flip any day It's not in my control if I'm showing up late They won't care anyway, This that valuable pain Can't control it Taking a trip through the motions All on my own they don't notice Guess I am not as important Maybe I'm not suit for loving